I am frustrated! I want some of this in an attempt to ease my frustrations.


I don't have a fireplace, we have to hang the stockings off of the entertainment center. I saw this in a mail order book and I really like it! I don't think I could make one for less then it would cost to purchase.

Okay, I've got a dilemma. I've just been told about a different job. I'm not looking for a different job, but if something better, shinier, newer was thrown at me I just might want that shinier job. The new job is about 20 minutes closer to my home, and it offers extensive benefits. I'm all about extensive benefits seeing how I don't have any currently! So, here's the dilema. Do I send in my resume? Well, that's a no brainer. Of couse I send in my resume. But what do I do when it comes time to interviewing? Or a job offer? Do I just wait to cross that bridge when I get to it? I love my job- for the most part. My boss is great, he gives me lots of freedom and independence. He would have a hard time finding someone else to fill my shoes if I were to leave. I think he would have to find 2 people to do the job I do. I would feel bad leaving too. I don't want him to think that I applied because I don't like my job. I would be applying because I NEED THE MONEY & THE EXTENSIVE BENEFITS! But I also don't want him to think that I am applying just to have him offer me more money to stay with him. Ugh! What does a girl do?! Please tell me what you think, please voice your opinion. Thank you.

Wow, Football is finally over! I had thought it was over last weekend but I was wrong. This past Saturday was Super Saturday. Lil'Man played at 1pm, we finally got home from the field at 4:30ish- closer to 5 I do believe. They lost, but it was a close game. I sat out in the cold rainy weather to watch my boy play. What a good mommy I am. Beanie had gone with a fellow cheerleader to her gma's house in Irons. Gomer went with her gparents shopping. They bought her an Ipod Nano- it's pink. She LOVES it. She was downloading stuff last night- again. I was in my room with the other 2 watching tv, Gomer yells at me to come to her. She is freaking out! Somehow a few videos I had taken with the digital camera (ones from Jenn's visit to MI in July- which included a video from Jess' shower) ended up on Itunes and where in the process of being downloaded onto her Ipod. She was "I don't want THAT on my Ipod! Look at it Mom! I DON'T WANT THAT ON IT!!!!" The That in question was a giant plastic/latex penis! It was the video from one of the games played at the shower! She then showed me the other 2 videos (both of Nicky playing on the beach) and said "I don't mind having those on my Ipod, but I don't want THAT on my Ipod!" Luckily, they didn't get downloaded. Her Ipod isn't a video one. She can put pictures on it, but no video.

Boss Man is on vaca this week. He won a company trip to Mexico. Must be nice. But while he is gone I can't close the office during the day. I am trying to get into the denist. I have a tooth that has decided it needs to be in multiple pieces and that is not comfortable what so ever! The denist has me on a waiting list to get in. No insurance- kind-of gotta take what I can get for a low price. Anyway. The dentist office called me yesterday, they had an opening for today at 1pm. I can't take it- can't close the office for that long (dentist is in Grant, 30 minutes away from the office). I had to turn it down. Then this morning they called again. Now they have many times available for today, sorry- still can't take it. That must have been a sign. Maybe I was supposed to go today. Oh well. I just hope they call me again next week. I just hope Gomer has enough brace wax to last me until I can get in. I just cover the tooth & it's sharp edges with wax and chew everything on the right side.

I so need to find a radio station that not only comes in without any static, but one that doesn't play "Hangin' Tough" by New Kids On The Block. How am I ever going to get that tune out of my head now? I wasn't even a fan of theirs back in 1988 when the song was popular. Please oh please let a different song enter the deep dark hiden spots of my brain! Ok, next they are played "Crazy" by Gnarls Barkly. I can live with that one. & now it is "Lucky Star" by Madonna. I've got to get a better radio that can pick up a different station!

It's official. I'm getting old. Or at least that is what the SPAM God believes. This is what I just got in my inbox.

Over 50? Single? If this describes you, then RealMatureSingles is for you.If you are ready to meet "The One" and want to establish a relationship, then pleaseClick This Link to get started right now. Serious Singles only!

There was a picture too, but that didn't copy over. Now I am single, would like to someday met "the one" and want to establish a relationship, but when did I get to be over 50? That would mean my baby is turning atleast 30 on Monday and not 13! Geez where did the time go? Did she have a good high school experience? Who was her prom date? Where did she go to college? Did she have fun? I have seemed to have lost about 20 years of my life, all with 1 email!